So i am going nuts le..
its obvious wad she said wad real..
she changes her bestie every year...
i'm veri glad i know her for three years?
But ... ...
have i change ever since i went to RIVERSIDE?
i dunno..
i din realised..
i certainly know one thing ..
things jus doesnt go well for miie in riverside..
she rather gib to a gurl hu is once her enemy her blog url ...
but not miie..
tis definetely hurt..
its sad ..
its been months since i contact her..
or even she contact miie..
i cant believe tis..
is tis friendship going to end?
even its going to end i oso dun hope its going to end lyk tis..
is c****** all i can do now..
how can i let euu forgive miie!
i've really regret wadevarr i said..
but i cant take back..
jus feel veri upset now..
thinking of all the words i've say..
euu know ..
i've tried to clear out every doubts i hav...
she jus dun wanna ans miie..
onli 'blabla'...
and tht wasnt th options i was thinking abt..
haiis..
tis might be the worse thing in maii life.. than any other things..
i miss *** *** so much..
its been almost haf a year le ..ever since i saw hym..
last time ..
ther's a bbq..
she din call mii to go..
how i wish i din noe tis..
maii tears jus drip down...
things jus gone bad..
all i think was everything is going to be fine ..
but
things jus go worse..even worse than i can imagine!
for every fight we have ..
it jus doesnt last any longer than month..
but tis wasnt any any ordinary fight..
it was maii worng definetly..
a big wrong i could ever done..
we hasnt contact for haf a year..
tht fully six times more than a month..
tht bad...
i jus wanna forget everything..
cos i've done wadevarr i cn do to let her forgive miie..
she jus say two word and i think i have to gib up..
'i dunno "..
wad way i have now ?
euu hav idea?
two way..
wait for her to forgive..
forget everything abt her and me ..
forget isnt a way i tell euu..
i jus go pass her hus everything..
the hus she lives now and her old hus..
i jus keep recall all of the things happen between us..
and *** is all i do again ..
i jus cant control it..
...
she wouldnt have kow tis ...but ***l** noe tis..
whenevarr she send miie a msg..
i was damn excited ..
even if she jus tagged miie wif a tag..
excited was wad i do..
things jus gone to tis stage..
its been months since i go her hus last time..
since we fight..
i jus went pass her hus everytime..
nvr go in..
nvr think of it too..
okay thts all..

Labels: i have truthly regretted..but i dont expect euu will cum maii blog being so angry..hope euu will forgiv mii ocmpletely soon and we jus went back lyk in the past..i'm sorry