♥, Huihui
Sorry peeps for not blogging this few days~ Cant go in blogger . Suay~ My birthday tht day oo cnt go blogger >.< . 18.08.09
Yo-Ho! Tis is going to be short and sweet ~
Got back my chinese paper . Did badly . Paper 1 - 35/50 , Paper 2 - 20/30 .
Arhs~ Feel easily distracted nowadays.. Haiis.. Will try my best kays? Hmm.. Let me tink still got wad.. :x . my memory not tht gud.. Went to Fragrant aft school , have much fun there . Its really a super fun birthday 'eve' hahahas...
19.08.09
Yippee! Today is my birthday worx. Got back my Chemistry papers for the first lesson , flunk ... >.< . Gotta buck up ! I got 7 / 20 ... Haiis.. But lata on in maths lesson aft recess , i got back my maths paper , 23/25 .. Weets! But can get full marks dehhs.. Careless mistake :x Went home aft tht , changed then went to Fragrant liao . Actually dun wanna go home dehhs.. but they want play flour . Went to fragrant , then anyhow blurt out a excuse and went to find Jeslyn . Cos they opening flour hahahas.. I predicted they would have play finish by the tym we went back . Unfortunately , no >.< 20.08.09
Nth to say actually ... Got back my physics . Gonna cry out . I study damn hard for ct tis tym but then .. Wasnt as good as i wanna . i got 10 half / 20 ... T_T jus pass. If my parents find out my score , i dun nid to go out with my friends liao .. >.< 22.08.09
Went to vista with my mom 8 sth today early in the morning .. Damn sleepy . Hahahas~ Ate my breakfast , walk here walk there . Went to fragrant ard 9 sth . Kun cheng , Benny and Jerry they all training . Left my bag there , went cwp alone to meet up Jeslyn , Joey and Rhynade . Pei joey eat her breakfast at KFC then went off to fragrant liao . Played a few matches and so on . Din have fun . >.< 23.08.09
Sister birthday today ..Haiis . Sianz . Her birthday i cnt go out . Lmao~ Stayed at home rottening the whole day . Super boring.. Nth to do lehhs ..Watching shows on youtube to pass tym . And now updating.
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Found out sth today .. Cant say out . But i cried aft tht. :x Dunno wad to do now ? Yesterday decide to give up . But i changed my mind at night . Listen to my heart? All i heard is the sound of my crying.. Now i found out another truth . My heart sank again . I jus cant believe it . Nvm.. Jus have a need to control myself recently , crybaby . I'm such a failure , my existence in tis world is worthless. Without you , i would rather kill myelf . I'm so useless yea? No matter what , i'll wait for you . If you say i'm gonna waste my tym waiting for u , i'll still choose the same thing , waiting for you . You can dont bother my love , but i wont give up .
Wonder what happen to me..Things gone bad .. I did sth wrong ? >.< ... Found out truth tht i would nvr wanna know .. But i wont give up , hope you'll get happiness soon ... This is all i can do now ba ? Cos i know i'm not fit to love you , but wad can i do ? Till now then i realise i cant give up on you .. I can nvr do it...
This moment is perfect,
please dont't go away.