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Hello to my blog. (:

Dedicating this post for myself. It's been 3 years since i updated this blog in 2012. Just wanna talk about things that happen in 2015 and hoping that 2016 will be a better year for me.

2015 have been a hectic year for me. Working non-stop, studying non-stop. Basically I have no time for my family and friends. 24 hours a day is simply not sufficient. There are so much stuff I want to do, but I'm racing against time every single day. I think because of my hectic schedule, days seem to passed so fast, so fast that I didnt realise a year just passed like that. It felt like I didnt achieve anything at all. It was as if I just wasted a year of my life. During the start of 2015, my new year resolution was to build better relationships, get my driving license, work hard in my studies and spend more time with my family and friends. Now that 2015 is over, when i asked myself "what have i achieved?", i cant answer myself. To me, this is pretty scary. Not knowing what i have been doing...

Recently, i've think alot about my future. There's just so many uncertainty in our lives. Not knowing what's gonna happen next is scary. Not knowing where to go is scary. Someone asked me, " Where do you see yourself in 5 years?" and i have no answer to that. I don't know. I don't have plans for myself, i dont know where to go, what to do.

But, like everyone say, "Everything Happens For a Reason". Even though I dont understand why am i going through this now, why am i so sad now, why cant i get over this and move on, i believe that i might understand it in future when i've become more mature.. As of now, i just have to overcome all these. No matter how pain is it, everything will have an end. So, if you are like me, confused, in pain now, just hold on cause someday it will come to an end. Just keep your faith even when you think that you're losing it.